Sometimes I have Dreams...

[bit_of_a_clotpole]

About my mother, book.

I never met her, she died when I was a baby and no-one ever speaks of her. I asked my Father about her once and I think I made him cry, so I didn't do that again.

I asked Gaius the Court Physician, but he didn't want to talk either, it's not fair.

So all I have is dreams....like the one I had a few nights ago. It was SO real! I even took her to see Father.

So when I woke up yesterday morning I was sure...but Father was just the same and Mother was gone. I don't think she was ever here at all...but I thought...

Well, anyway, dream or not Mother was so nice! I wanted to make her proud and I suppose I was feeling bad, so I went and got some flowers for Morgana.

But she's so annoying! I talked to her about swords, because her father gave me my first sword (which Father took away before she came so she wouldn't see it and get upset) and she said she had a sword and knew how to use it and everything... So I said that I was going to be the best with a sword and she acted like I was insulting her!

I was not! She can be good with a sword too, I don't care, but I'm going to be the best at it is all! I have to be!

Hmpf, I don't know why I bother.

Goodnight book.